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Assalamualaikum^^
hai semua pa kabar??
met dteng di blogku~~
nih blog bwat ak ndongeng, n mencurahkan semua pendapatku tentang apa yang ada disekitarku.
jadi maklum kalo ceritanya aneh2.
hehe,maksih kalo ada yg baca, makasih jga kal cma lewat...
Tapi, meski begitu saya harap kalian meninggalkan jejak kalian OKE??

thanks all...

~Jati.R~


Mado -garasu no koe-

suatu waktu, dimana aku berjalan di kota itu.
sepi hingga ada kau, gadis sepantaranku.
menyapaku, dan bermain denganku.
bermain, bernyanyi.

tapi aku bisu, tak bisa bernyanyi.
hanya bisa mengeluarkan suara bak batu yang di kocok dalam botol kaca.
dan suaramu bagai gelas gelas yang berdenting ber irama.
kita yang begitu jauh, dan aku yang menyukaimu.

aku hanya bisa menulis, dan sedikit berkhayal.
entah apa, tapi di kota ini hanya ada kita berdua, anak anak yang berbahagia.
jangan tanya dimana bocah bocah lainya, semua sudah beranjak dewasa.
kecuali aku dan dirimu, kuharap begitu.

kau ajak aku bermain di depan rumahmu, aku tak tahu apa tujuannya.
kita bermain seperti biasa, dan jendela itu mengawasi kita.
ku tanya mereka siapa, dan kau jawab orang tuamu.
kau tanya apakah aku punya, dan ku jawab aku sebatang kara.

datang mereka yang ada di balik jendela, berkata padaku.
"ia akan jadi dewasa dan kau tak pantas bersamanya"
aku menarik mereka yang memaksa gadis itu masuk ke rumahya.
aku di hempasnya dan gadis itu kini ada dijendela.

aku tak menangis, hanya kesepian.
aku tak menangis, hanya menulis.
tak ada airmata, hanya makian.
tak ada airmata, hanya pandangan.

waktu berlalu dan gadis itu aku tunggu,
di jendela dengan perawakan berbeda dengan mata yang sama.
ia tersenyum, aku tersenyum.
"Bernyanyilah" tulisku, ia menggeleng dan tersenyum pada ku.

waktu berlalu dan gadis itu ku tunggu,
di jendela dengan mata yang masih sama.
ia tersenyum, aku kesepian.
"kenapa tak bernyanyi?" tulisku, dan dia menangis.

aku pergi, menyerah? tidak, hanya berfikir.
aku berjalan, berdehem, nada nada yang gadis itu nyanyikan,
mungkin gadis itu lupa jadi harus ku ingatkan.
nada itu, lagu itu, hanya melody.

aku datang , dan dia ada dengan senyum.
aku buka mulutku berharap melody yang sama, mengingatkannya.
aku buka mulutku berharap ia mengingatnya.
ia bukan tersenyum, ia menangis dengan senyum.

suaraku masih sama, bak batu dalam botol kaca.
ia pergi, aku putus asa.
ia kembali, dengan botol di dalamnya dengan wajah yang sedih.
ia buka jendela itu, dan melemparnya.

botol kaca yang tak ber isi air, kulihat dirinya.
"minumlah" katanya dengan bibir yang tanpa suara.
ku minum, dan entah air apa ini yang membuatku menangis tersedu sedu.
"ah,kenapa?" kata ku dengan suara yang sama dengan gadis itu dulu.

gadi itu tersenyum, lalu jatuh.
aku tak bisa melihat dari sini, muangkin tertidur.
aku bernyanyi nada nada yang sama dengannya.
ia tak terlihat, aku menyesal.

Mado ~garasu~

"tok tok tok"
ah, lagi lagi gadis itu.
kembali mencoba mengetuk jendela untuk entah yang keberapa.
"tok tok tok"
ah, terlihat senyuman dari gadis itu di balik jendela.
tapi terasa berbeda,
terasa lebih hangat.
lalu samar samar ku lihat gadis itu berjalan pergi.
ku pikir ia akan melanjutkan pekerjaannya tapi ternyata tidak.
gadis itu pergi ke sebuah rumah yang sederhana,
di mana sebuah jendela yang tertutup di ketuknya.
sesosok bayangan denga senyum hangat menyambut gadis itu,
gadis itu pun tersenyum dengan riang.

tiba tiba aku merasa sepi.

Mado

padahal bukan suatu kewajiban,
bukan suatu keharusan,
tapi dia selalu melakukan hal "itu".
seakan itu kewajibanya.

berjalan melakukan rutinitas,
seiring dengan waktu,
sibuk sekalipun.
ia selalu melakukan "itu".

tidak pernah bosan dan lupa.

mungkin dia bosan menunggu maka ia melakukan"nya".

atau ia hanya iseng belaka?
hal"itu" adlah mengetuk jendela dan sesekali melihat kedalamnya.
lalu sambil tersenyum ia pergi kembali melakukan rutinitas.
selalu jendela yang sama.

meski mungkin rumah itu kosong.
tapi ia selalu melakukannya,
sekalipun tak ada jawaban, sekalipun tak ada tanggapan.
suatu hari ia mengintip dalam jendela.
meski tertutup gorden dan hanya ruang gelap didalamnya.

apa yang sebenarnya ia ingin tahukan?

Shiro no Musume - Yowane Haku




ROMAJI lyric:

"ikite ite gomen nasai" itsu no ma nika kuchi guse
yowane bakari haite ita tsumaranu dake no jinsei

mura no hito tachi wa mina kirei na midori no kami
nakama hazure no watashi hito to chigau shiroi kami

mori no oku de hisoka ni sobie tatsu sennen ju
watashi wa koko de hitori kami ni negai o kaketa

kodoku ni iki tsuzukeru koto sore wa totemo samishī
dare demo ī watashi no tomodachi ni natte hoshī

kanojo to deatta nowa senen ju no sugu soba
taorete ita kanojo o tasuketa noga hajimari

itsu no ma nika futari wa totemo nakayoku natta
dakedo watashi to kanojo nani mo kamo ga chigatta

mura no naka no dare yori kirei na midori no kami
sono yasashī koe to egao dare kara mo ai sareta

dōshite konna watashi nimo yasashiku shite kureru no?
jibun yori otoru onna o awaren deru tsumori nano?

hikutsu na watashi o daki shimete kanojo wa sasayaita
"anata wa dare yori suteki na hito yo" namida ga koboreta

tatoe sekai no subete no hito ga watashi o sagesumi warattemo
hitsuyō to shite kureru hito ga iru sore dake de shiawase datta

futari de mura o tobi dashite machi de kurashi hajimeta
funare na seikatsu demo issho nara daijōbu

yūfuku na shōnin no fujin no shiyōnin
ikiru tame ni eranda watashi tachi no shigoto

aru hi yashiki de mikaketa aoi kami no yasa otoko
aitsu to kanojo no deai ga subete o kuru waseta

umi no mukō no kuni no ō kare wa kanojo o fukaku aishi
tonari no kuni no ōjo no kyūkon o kobanda

kuni wa senka ni tsutsu mareta ōjo ga kudashita meirei
"midori no kami no onna wa subete koroshite simai nasai"

minna minna inaku natte shimatta
shiroi kami no watashi igai
kanojo no kawari ni watashi ga shine ba yokatta noni
dōshite dōshite

"ikite ite gomen nasai" itsu no ma nika kuchi guse
yowane bakari haite ita tsumaranu dake no jinsei

minato machi no kyōkai arata ni kurashi hajimeta
kakumei de ōjo ga shinda to kaze no uwasa de kīta

kanojo to deatta nowa kyōkai no sugu soba
taorete ita kanojo o tasuketa noga hajimari

itsu no ma nika futari wa totemo nakayoku natta
dakedo watashi to kanojo nani mo kamo ga chigatta

dare mo inai yoru no zange shitsu
gūzen kīte shimatta kanojo no kokuhaku
ah nanto iu koto deshō
kanojo wa masa ni
aku no musume

machi hazure no chīsa na minato hitori tatazumu ano ko
haigo kara chikazuku watashi futokoro kara knife tori dashi te
ōjo no senaka ni muke te furi ageta

anata ni ayamara nakereba ike nai koto ga aru no
watashi kekkyoku anata no kataki wa tore nakatta

ano ko wa mukashi no watashi totemo totemo kodoku na hito
hitori de iki tsuzukeru koto sore wa totemo samishī

nani mo deki nakatta ano ko sukoshi ryōri ga umaku natta
kyōno oyatsu no Brioche tottemo umaku yake teru

ano toki ano umibe de isshun mieta genkaku
ano shōnen wa ittai dare datta no kashira?


English Lyrics:

"I'm sorry I'm alive," I seem to say all the time now
There was only complaints about my meaningless life

All of the village people had beautiful green hair
I'm the odd one out with this wrong white hair of mine

In the deep part of the forest with an old tree overhead
I am alone there giving God a wish

Always living in solitude is very lonely
It doesn't matter who, I just desire a friend

It is there I met her, under the old tree overhead
It all started when I helped her after she fell down

Somehow the two were happy together
But everything is different between me and her

She was gifted with the most beautiful green hair
Everyone loved that gentle voice and smile

Why is it that even I you are nice to?
Do you intend to feel pity to the me inferior to you?

Without shame, she hugged me and whispered,
"You are the most amazing person here," my tears overflowed

Even if the whole world looked down upon me and laughed,
If someone was beside me, that would make me the happiest

Together we ran from that village and went to a city
Everything is so different, but because we're together we're okay

Being servants of a wealthy merchant women
We chose to work in that way of living

One day I saw in that mansion there resided a man with blue hair
Because he and her met, everything became horrible

This king of the country across the sea loved her deeply
He refused the neighboring princess' propsal

It was order by this princess that sent the country into war
"Murder the women with the green hair"

Everybody, everybody has left
besides me, the one with the white hair
I should have been the one to die, not her
Why, why?

"I'm sorry I'm alive," I seem to say all the time now
There was only complaints about this boring life of mine

I began new life at the Church near the port
I heard a rumor of the wind- the Princess has died in the revolution

It is there I met her, near the Church
It all started when I helped her after she fell down

Somehow the two were happy together
But everything is different between me and her

A confession on a night where nobody was around
I had a chance to hear it
Aa, how can that be?
She surely must be
a Daughter of Evil

That girl who stands on the edge
of a small harbor in this town
I approach from behind,
taking out a knife from my pocket
And towards the Princess' back,
I raised it

I have to apologize to you about something
I couldn't take your revenge after all

That girl was the past me, a very lonesome person
Living on your own, that must be very lonely

That little girl who couldn't do anything, improved a bit on her cooking
Today's brioche was made very well

At that moment, at that seaside, I saw a hallucination
Who on earth was that boy?

Whammy Anarchy- Miku Hatsune

entah kenapa aku suka lagu ini,hehehe,,
padahal sebelum aku nge post lyric ini,,
aku ga tau arti lagu ini (tau sich tapi dikit XP)

Yah langsung aja lah di nikmati~~


Whammy Anarchy - Miku Hatsune

Music: Shomi/ショミ
Lyric: Shomi/ショミ
Arrange: Shomi/ショミ
Vocal: Hatsune Miku




Romaji Lyric:

Massara na chikixyuu ni hoshii bun dake, jibun no jinchi wo hii te
itsu ga hajimari ka wakara nai, ego oshitsuke ai no honnoo no
hajimari wadakamari niku no katamari tetsu no katamari no tobikau
game ka real ka wakara nai namanurui sanso no heiwa wo

ikiru, suberu, hito ga ikiru, korosu, karasu, koyasu, ubau,
kowasu, kowa su

sono jixyuudan (tama) no saki ni wa nani ga aru no ? hito no atama ga aru no ?
sono jixyuudan (ego) no saki ni wa kiboo ga aru no ? hito no yume na no ?
sono bakudan (tama) no ato ni wa nani ga aru no ? hoshi no kizu ga nokoru no ?
sono bakudan (ego) no ato ni wa egao ga aru no ? kotae wa " NO "" NO "

makkura na sora ni tanon de mo nai noni, mo hitotsu taiyoo wo age te
denpa de sawagarete iyou ga, umi wo hasame ba tada no hitogoto
mijika na ningen to yaku man nin tan-yi no inochi no omo sa mo
suuji de hakaru (dasu) koto mo deki nai nabakari no dootoku (tenbin) wo kakage te

heiwa wo toi, hito ga katari, omoi, negai, omoi inochi,
satori, katari

sono jixyuudan (tama) no hikigane wo nande hiku no ? hada no iro ga chigau no ?
sono jixyuudan (ego) no hikigane wa negai ga aru no ? hito no tame na no ?
sono bakudan (tama) no botan wo dare ga osu no ? namida nagara mo osu no ?
sono bakudan (ego) no ato ni wa nani ga nokoru no ? dare mo ga " Know "" Know "

kataashi nakunatta otokonoko ga itta, hai ta " tada sakkaa booru wo tori ni itta dake na n da yo " to
katame ga nakunatta onnanoko ga itta, nai ta " heitai san ga sakebi nagara mama wo utta n dayo " to

sono hito no inochi wo dare ga korosu no ? hito no ego ga korosu no ?
sono hito no akashi wa dare ga nokosu no ? kimi ga kataru no ?
sono hito no kazoku wo dare ga korosu no ? namida nagara mo korosu no ?
sono sensoo (ego) no ato ni wa nani ga nokoru no ? bokura wa " Whammy Anarchy "


English Lyric:

Lining out MY territory as much as we want on brand new earth,
don't know when it started but this nature to push ego against one another
begun... where flurry of scores, meat chunks, iron blocks continue
game or is it real, in this peace in tepid oxygen

we live, rule .. man survives... kills...blights...cultivates...deprives
destroys...makes-others-to-beg

hey man, what's ahead of that gun-bullet? Is it a man's head?
Hey man, what's ahead of that gun-bullet(ego)? Is it someone's dream?
Hey man, what'll be there after that bomb? Leave scars on the star(earth)?
Man, will there be smiles after that bomb(ego)? The answer is "NO", "NO"

To the pitch black sky, sent up another sun when no one really ask for
Even when its head-lined on air, seas in between, its simply someone else's business
Close people, and about millioned lives' weight too
Holding up this name only ethic(libra) which can't even weigh(put) them into number,
we question peace... people speak, think, hope of heavy(=precious)-lives..
realize...and deceive

Hey man, why are you pulling the trigger of that bullet? Is it about the skin color?
Hey man, is there a wish over the trigger of that bullet(ego)? Is it for someone's sake?
Hey man, who is going to push the button of that bomb? Is he going to push it all in tears?
What will be left after that bomb(ego)? Everyone "knows", "knows"

A boy who lost a foot said, puked, "I just went to get my soccer ball"
A girl who lost an eye said, cried, "Mr.Soldier shot mommy and he was all shouting and crying"

Hey man, who's taking that person's life? Is it man's ego that kills?
Hey man, who's going to leave the proof of life for that person? Will you be the one to speak up for?
Hey man, who's going to kill that person's family? Is he going to kill them all in tears?
Man, what will be left after that war(ego)? We are "Whammy Anarchy"

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